M will be home one week from today. Crazy really. It has been over 2 years since we have seen him. Aside from a single video call a few months ago.
I am having a mix of feelings. I am excited and happy while being scared and sad at the same time. Happy and excited for obvious reasons. It has been so long since we have seen our son. Scared of the unknown. And sad for his future.
We have been preparing for him to come home, legally of course. But there is still so much we do not know. Apparently a lot of it depends on the PO and what she requires. She seems nice and we know that M will follow the rules. But we dont have a list of what the rules are.
I think that is our problem. We want to know what to expect but no one seems able to help with that to the extent that we would like. We like to have it all in black and white and there is so much gray that makes us uncomfortable.
